About to implode because of my urge

It's that feeling. I don't know if it is something everybody has. But I just feel this insane creative urge in me and I don't have an output for it!! I feel there is so much inside of me that I want, need, to get out. I feel like I'm meant to do something big. Does it sound crazy? Delusional?

Instead I'm sitting here surrounded by others creativity and listening to Kid Cudi...

Moved in to new apartment yesterday! Promise to post some pictures of it soonish.